Jason (jcreed) wrote,
Jason
jcreed

Went to a party at Jing's. Not extremely exciting, but Shafeeq and Melissa and Chris were there to talk to. Also James and Stephen near the end of my stay. But really, I'm having a hard time snapping out of feeling awful and shy and antisocial when I'm in a room full of people that seem altogether more adult and better dressed and more attractive than me. And it's so easy for me to perceive typical collegeish-looking people that way, even though, just on the one point, I very well may be actually older than plenty of them. Maybe I just need to learn how to dress well, or something, to have that psychological crutch to fall back on.

The music playing at the party was great, though. I heard my, like, two favorite Björk songs ever back-to-back, the aforementioned "Bachelorette", and also "Yoga", with its crazy 13-measure chorus.
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