Jason (jcreed) wrote,

Arm falling asleep. My own writing makes me cringe. Yay, perfectionism. Argh. So tired.

Edit: No, no, no. It's not just perfectionism. It goes back to the discussion about world-building with adam. World-building seems less worthful because it is an easy power-trip, but every act of fictionalizing is the same to some degree. I suddenly have a strong distate for the feeling of being seduced, by the implicit power over a text, into simply rationalizing and justifying my own personality in characters and rewarding them in their little world for being like me or like how I want to be or something like that. And at the same time I remember, years ago, coming to a point where I decided that it was kind of pointless to get annoyed at authors for doing that, because, after all, what do you expect them to do, espouse some philosophy in their work wholly other than the one that guides their own life? Still, it's fair, at least, I think, to call it tacky if it's too transparent. Perhaps I should read Atlas Shrugged or some shit, and see if it's as bad as I've heard in that regard.

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    Some further progress cleaning up the https://xkcd.com/1360/ -esque augean stables that is my hard drive. Tomato chicken I made a couple days ago…

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    Did some personal archaeology. Helped a little with laundry. Threw some chicken, onions, tomato, stock, peppers in the slow cooker and hopefully…

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    Dinner with akiva and dannel at nuevo portal in carroll gardens. Ate a pile of chicken stew and rice and beans and maduros, good times. I do miss…

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