Jason (jcreed) wrote,

I continue to feel frustrated by this wildly fluctating intensity of feeling loneliness, which remains unexplained by any change in actual aloneness. I've maintained a roughly steady level of ordinary social interaciton, and a steady lack of relationship or relationship prospects for not a few months now, which isn't entirely even involuntary. I don't feel like it's problematic most of the time. I've made many choices which, aggregated, amount to a decision not to really (at least for the time being) go out of my way seeking someone else, but... Why is it okay most of the time, and so suddenly dark occasionally?

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