I dislike having to turn in bad writing, and this is sometimes the outcome when I write to deadlines.
Pieces of chapter 4 make me just wanna puke. If I was given a billion years to keep rehashing how to present the ideas in my thesis until they were actually well-presented, then that would be great. Instead, I am a day or two overdue, holding onto a morass of conflicting notations and lemmas that just aren't pretty enough. That is negative one frillionth of how much time I would like to have. This is regrettable.